When we meet again

Years have passed
Since last time we said bye
Times have changed
and so have you and I

Oftentimes reminiscing
Of the past
Holding dear to
Moments that won't last

CHORUS:
When we meet again
Smile like the shining sun
Bring out the memories
Joy will follow through

When we meet again
Time will have passed so soon
Because it enjoys so much
Messing with me and you


'Goodbye's and easy thing to say
Only your heart knows
When your day's
Turned to gray

Oftentimes reminiscing
Of the past
Holding dear
to moments that won't last

CHORUS

Don't fuss cuz the day will come
If ever God forbid our meeting
We'll be sure to meet in heaven

When we meet again
Smile like the shining sun
Bring out the memories
Joy will follow through

When we part again
And promise to keep in touch
Just promise me this
Don't forget me

Thunder clouds hung over my head
Not leaving but lingering instead
Cast a dark shadow everywhere
Couldn't feel that He was there

CHORUS:
Rain, rain, rain
Cry out all my pain
Wash out all my burdens
And be free once again

Rain, rain, rain
Storm clouds dark and gray
Welcome in new sunlight
And lock the past away


No love detectable anywhere
Hurt imprinted here and there
Confusion forming a labyrinth
Couldn't find my way out since

CHORUS

Lost in emotion
Feel no devotion
Drowned in nothingness
Numb with the pain
Walk down the lane
Not knowing what to do

Rain, rain, rain
fall on me today
Chill me to my senses
So I can walk away

Long Time No Write

OK, Em is BACK!!! after like two months.. LOL

I'm in the STates right now,... with my bro and mom.
My dad's still in Alb cuz he was here last last month.

Can't wait to go back to Albania!!

My split personality

I just don't understand it. It's like, during the day, I'm like reallyreally hyper but then when it gets past 9 in the night, bleourp! It's like I become a different person.. bleh. Maybe it's because I am alone and don't have other people to get me highly excited.. ??? Since everything's calm and peaceful, I become quieter and.. more emotional I guess??? oook .. haha
I like took this personality test, the one dat gives the four letters and stuff. ehe, I forgot wat it's called. ANYWAYZ there, the test told me I was introverted.. oh well, it turns out dat maybe I'm not too introverted after all. Actually, I USED to be really really introverted and HATED being around a lot of people. Ahh well, all of a sudden, I'm NOT. Well, it always changes. I can't really come to an exact decision on my ONE personality.. which gives me my choice of msn name 'Split Personality'.. ha ha ha.,. I am a changing person. I also view the different aspects of different issues, big or small, useless or important and I can't come to a firm choice most of the times. I end up arguing with myself and defending myself at the same time. It drives me crazy. So I need a break.. ahahahahahahaha oh well..

okok, maybe it's not a 'split personality' but it's how I feel like.. ehehe

Homework

FINALLY done with it.. hehehe. oh well..
it's so tiring and stuff .. but it'll be over soon! and when september comes, the torture begins once more. Watever.. I've still got a month of school left and I'm dreading torture expected in September. Blahblahblah watever

I contradict myself

A lot of times I contradict myself. I take on many views on different aspects and end up not being sure of myself most of the times. Like I said previously that I am a night person.. well.. I'm not in terms of homework. I can force myself to stay up late for homework.. but..
If I'm doing something I enjoy, then I can go as far as I can.. hahaha.

I contradict myself so much and talk within myself and argue so much that I think that I can may be even two or three people or even more.. no, rather two or three usually. hahahaha
So many facets and aspects of life.. so confusing.. hehehe yet another topic for another day..

Baby tooth

a few weeks ago, I finally lost my last baby tooth!!! EEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! and how old am I? Old enough for one to be surprised at how late my teeth fell out. The one before this one came out last summer. hahahahahahaha. It's so hilarious.

for my last one, it was so painful, the swelling lasted months. And then it started to wiggle. and when it came out, it hurt so bad, that I freaked out thinking I took out a permanent tooth. I even thought of getting one of those gold teeth thingys.. hahah awell. nightmare went away and a new tooth is starting to take the place. and it's like, wat the heck, the tooth before this one isn't even fully grown out yet.. hahahahaha!!!!!!

A short homework break

All that homework's making me go crazy.. although I already am... hahaha oh well

My nose itches like crazy and runny.. and my asthma's getting pretty severe. Oh, and then there's that stupid clock ticking away without a care in the world.. ugahga;lkj;lskfj;lsadkjf;laskdj
oooh... ugahga.. !!!! wow.. :)

Cold feet...

Oh my, now I have cold feet. They feel numb. And I feel numb as well.. hahaha
I need to get me homework done quick!

The ONE question you should NEVER ask MKs... or TCKs

There is this one question that one should NEVEREVEREVER ask Mks or Tcks. Mks as in missionary kids.. and Tcks and in third culture kids.

"Where are you from?"

This is THE question that I have to say, ALL mks have trouble with. Okok, maybe new mks might not.. but it's such a difficult question to answer.
In my situation.. My parents are Korean.. they immigrated to the States a long time ago and then met and got married and I was born.. in the states.. with an American passport. However.. When I was barely 3, I came to Albania, a country in Europe where most people don't know where it is. Sometimes, people ask. ' So, how's it over there in Alabania/Alabama/Albany? ' Hellooo! We're talking Europe here.. hehe. But's it's no big deal. Albania is not so much of a famous country. It's more like a 'background' one.. you know? Like Mother Theresa was Albanian.. although many people find it unbelievable.. and Illyria.. Dat was Albania's old name. It's also mentioned in the Bible. So, what.. many people don't know where Albania is let alone know it exists. OKOk, I think I'm gonna carry on this discussion for another topic.. it's so off point... oh well.
Yeah, that's where I am. now, I can't say I'm from America.. cuz I am from there but it doesn't feel like a home.. It's like more of a vacation place where we go for summer breaks.. ugh. Then there's Korea.. Korea? haha Never been there. Yup, you can gawk and act all surprised.. Nope, never been to Korea. and yet I speak Korean. I know enough to be able to communicate, read, write and understand. After all, it WAS the first language I learned. Except I've never really taken Korean language classes. I just learned at home and with my friends... And then writing.. dat's another story. But overall.. I was born in the States, lived in Albania all my life, but never been to Korea although I speak Korean, look Korean(duh), think in Korean, and etc... It's like.. so, where am I from?

Yeah, the hardest question ever. Don't ask dat to a Mk or Tck EVER. It gives us such a hard time.. hehehe. OH well... So, I came to a conclusion... I wuz born in the States, making me a Korean-American. I know how to speak, write, understand, etc. both languages fluently(although Korean I'm not too much of an expert.. but enough to surprise people who think I wouldn't know as much,.) and then I lived most of my life here in Albania. Albania's home. But's it's not where I'm from.. hahaha. There's a biiiiiiig difference, you see? So, I won't decide where I'm from and I'll leave the figuring out to anyone who asks me the question.

Addiction to Music

Every now and then, there's a song that I come across and totally 'fall in love' with it. I don't understand why. Maybe it's the lyrics.. maybe it's the beat.. maybe it's the melody.. No clue.. It's just that few months, weeks or days that I really like a song.. almost like an addiction.. like the song I'm listening to now... I saw the play count and altogether it's about 800 plays.. huh, yeah. And it all started a few weeks ago.. maybe like.. two weeks? one week? hehe it's crazy. I've never liked a song this much before in my life.

I just don't understand how that happens.. hahaha. Sometimes, I'd have a song stuck in my head.. some that are really annoying.. annoying voice, beat or melody that just sticks in my head right there and distracts me during class. !!!!! Anyways..

An explanation

I seem to be posting all the posts a bunch at a time.. don't ask me why.. I just do that

1. It's because I have all these random stuff dat pop into my head at a time

and

2. Some posts I save and post later.... cuz internet connection is really slow.. so...

Feet... and Heat

Right now, my feet are so hot..!!! Just walked like what, 25 minutes from school to home and.. today was a pretty warm day. Note to self: Wear cooler shoes for tomorrow.. hahaha. Oh well.. I'm glad we have tiles, so the tiles do the cooling work.

Sheesh! it's only April! Well, almost the end of April.. but it's getting so hot!!!! Can't imagine how it'll be in summer.. ugh... but I might be in the states then.. where there's actually air conditioning.. hahaha. but whatever.

I think I'm gonna go and dip my feet in cold water.. the heat's making me go crazy.. hehehe

BTW

by the way, this is my new blog. I got sick of my old one and I'm starting all over again. And just to warn you, all my posts are gonna be so random and so outta the blue that you'll be like.. what the....

School

I can't say I HATE school.. Yet I don't LIKE it either. I go for friends and also to force myself to open those books and listen to my teacher speak. Sometimes, some things seem pointless. Sometimes, I think that class was the funnest(haha) ever. So if anybody asks me if I like school........

I am a night person

I like doing stuff at night... Especially on cool nights... near spring.. hehehe. Open up the windows and let the breeze in.. the sweet scent of air.. ahhhh.. hahaha

Zoom(film)

I think Zoom was a boring movie for me. I watched it for the second time a few days ago.. with my brother and.... I mean, the whole storyline and plot and stuff have nothing new to them and it's.. blah watever. Well, to my level I guess it was boring but I recommend it for younger audiences. No violence and yet not complicating at all. The whole 'super power' stuff is viewed in a somewhat childish way.. even defeating the bad guy is very simple and doesn't take much time. And worst of all, their costumes.. ugh!!! Hahaha. But who cares, it's just another typical movie.

My World

My world of endless chatting and talking about whatever and whenever.. ^^