Sentimental Moments

The room is dimly lit by the luminescent screen of a single laptop... a lonely fluorescent light out in the hallway feebly adds to the lighting. With a barely tangible breeze filtering through the open window, the early night brings just enough hope of a restful sleep.
She is sitted on a wooden chair, typing away in silence, trying to concentrate with a few select songs. Sounds of a television show are audible, coming out of the room across the hall. Bits of laughter, squeaking chairs, and some murmurs indiscernable smoothly flow in with the somnolent atmosphere...

"Sometimes, I wonder how things would've been if it weren't for that terrible moment. Surely, things would be much better than the way they are now. But no... I am what I am now... and that is because of the changes. More mature than I used to be... perhaps it is a good thing. However, I just cannot forget the past... those precious moments I kept tucked away closest to my heart... my life. Now, they taunt me and constantly take me back to the dark times..."

Don't wanna say goodbye

You were there from the start
To mend my broken heart
Even though you didn't mean it
And of course, I wouldn't show it

A substitute you were
And of one thing I was sure
That we could become good friends
Right down to the end

[You helped me fly
And reach for the sky
Spread open my wings
Right back on the ride

Why's it become like this
Another to add to my list
No, I won't lie because
I don't wanna say goodbye]

My guard was down too low
I went right with the flow
Guess it was done in too much haste
Now it's all gone to waste

We tried to stitch it back
Though efforts were to lack
It kept falling apart in shambles
Time and pride much gambled

[You helped me fly
And reach for the sky
Spread open my wings
Right back on the ride

Why's it become like this
Another to add to my list
No, I won't lie because
I don't wanna say goodbye]

Let me say I miss those times
The bond that was so fine
With all hope for the better
Maybe now could be a never