bEtrayal

i trusted you with my life...
why'd you have to forsake me...
why'd you have to turn your back on me...
you end what you've started like this?
now i can't trust anyone...
i can't look into the eyes of another...
and know that sincerity lies underneath...
i can't hold the hands of another...
and feel that they'll be there forever...
i can't give my heart to another...
in hopes that it'll remain...
unscathed...
at least my love was true...
at least my love for you...
was pure...
down to every drop...
and you've taken that...
and thrown it away...
now i'm left...
in utter despair...
i wished you die...
but then.. so will I...
I wished you experience excruciating pain...
but then.. everybody will at some point...
i learned this was life...
and tried to move on...
and guess what sucker...
i did...